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Mental Health

A possum playing dead.

I am currently a possum playing dead. Every morsel of my mind and body wanted to run away. Each part of me crumbling into a …

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Reviews

A Familiar Stranger: Book Review

Here is a different one for today, a book review. If you have stuck with me in my inconsistent blogging journey the last review you …

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Mental Health

My Future: Holding on to Hope.

Looking to the future, with hope… Foolish, naive, idiotic. Optimistic, hopeful, determined. I don’t know which collective of adjectives is best suited to describe my dreams …

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Mental Health and Romantic Relationships

 

Imagine trying to date, fall in love or even just have sex when you can't leave the house? Thats my life. And boy has it lead to a serious of well, unfortunate, messy events. 

 

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Mental Health and Friendships

 

My friends are awesome, but I have to keep it real. I don't have many of them, and new friends don't tend to stick around. Maybe they were bad friends or maybe it was me?

 

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Mental Health and Education

 

University student without a level 3 qualification... I'm not quite sure how that happened either? But I do know that education is not built for mental illness!

 

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Mental Health and My Family

 

I love them and they love me. Yeah, I know that. But, that doesn't mean that my family don't affect my mental illness, and that my mental illness doesn't affect them!

 

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Mental Health and Employment

 

There are a lot of policies, and lots of things that say anti-discrimination, but even with all that, it's still really hard. Sometimes it's just not possible too. And that sucks. 

 

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Mental Health and Everything Else...

 

Sometimes I talk about other stuff, like mental health advocation or getting my nipples pierced. So here you have everything else, maybe even the most interesting stuff?

 

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Mental Health

Relapse.

RECOVERY IS NOT LINEAR. It is drilled into me. I have always known that my journey to tomorrow shall not be a straight forward one. I have even faced relapse and picked myself back up again finding the strength to push once more. However, even with all that, I didn’t think I would be back here. I didn’t think if I was to relapse I would be back to feeling so crippled, out of control and broken. Again. One of the most frustratingly cruel parts about relapse is that no matter how much I look back and perceive to remember how hard …

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Mental Health

Déjà Vu.

When people talk about deja vu and that feeling of going back in time suddenly not being present in the now but watching the past …

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Mental Health

309 days of Recovery.

Bed-bound, crippled, tears rolling down my face my journey to recovery began. I was at rock bottom, I couldn’t fight any longer, I couldn’t tread …

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Blogging

Back… Again…

Hello Lovelies, Ella here back again from another hiatus it seems. Unplanned I shall add and one I wanted to bring to an end a while …

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Blogging

The Blogging Community.

Hello lovely, We are nearly at the end of my Blogging series, and how I am going to miss it. Next week marks the start …

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