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International Women’s Day 2020

March 8th: International Women’s Day. One of my first posts to my blog when it transferred from a personal journal to a lifestyle was on …

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Mental Health

The Meanings we attach.

I’ve been doing an extensive amount of psychology work recently researching the varying perspectives on debates from aggression to gender. It sparked a thought when …

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Mental Health

Lonely in a crowded room.

But, in fact, depression is not a side effect of cancer. Depression is a side effect of dying. – The Fault in our Stars I …

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Today, Tomorrow, Forever Ella is about becoming more you every single day."

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Mental Health and Romantic Relationships

 

Imagine trying to date, fall in love or even just have sex when you can't leave the house? Thats my life. And boy has it lead to a serious of well, unfortunate, messy events. 

 

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Mental Health and Friendships

 

My friends are awesome, but I have to keep it real. I don't have many of them, and new friends don't tend to stick around. Maybe they were bad friends or maybe it was me?

 

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Mental Health and Education

 

University student without a level 3 qualification... I'm not quite sure how that happened either? But I do know that education is not built for mental illness!

 

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Mental Health and My Family

 

I love them and they love me. Yeah, I know that. But, that doesn't mean that my family don't affect my mental illness, and that my mental illness doesn't affect them!

 

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Mental Health and Employment

 

There are a lot of policies, and lots of things that say anti-discrimination, but even with all that, it's still really hard. Sometimes it's just not possible too. And that sucks. 

 

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Mental Health and Everything Else...

 

Sometimes I talk about other stuff, like mental health advocation or getting my nipples pierced. So here you have everything else, maybe even the most interesting stuff?

 

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Mental Health

A possum playing dead.

I am currently a possum playing dead. Every morsel of my mind and body wanted to run away. Each part of me crumbling into a thousand pieces faced by how truly broken I feel. The pain overwhelming and the hope dwindling into the glimpses of sunlight on a rainy day. Yet I stayed, as messy, painful and heartbreaking it was, I stayed. My therapist looking at me and I knew she saw my pain, I knew she saw in that session how truly undeniably not good enough I felt. My session was 50 minutes to an hour and it was …

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Reviews

A Familiar Stranger: Book Review

Here is a different one for today, a book review. If you have stuck with me in my inconsistent blogging journey the last review you …

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Mental Health

My Future: Holding on to Hope.

Looking to the future, with hope… Foolish, naive, idiotic. Optimistic, hopeful, determined. I don’t know which collective of adjectives is best suited to describe my dreams …

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Mental Health

Finding Success in Failure

Hello my angels, let’s talk failure, Welcome back to #TTFElla, if you read one of my more recent posts you will know that I am …

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Blogging

Self Hosted VS Hosted Blogging.

Hello and Welcome to, or Welcome back to, Today Tomorrow Forever Ella, Another post in my Blogging Series and this one is the start of …

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